For my beloved husband

thanks to whom I feel loved as a woman

and pampered as a little girl…

I was always wondering how it happens…falling in love…
It’s amazing actually!
I always surprise how mysterious it is – to fall in love.
Usually if you are waiting for it eagerly – waiting till this “ship” arrives,  it doesn’t…

But later, when you think everything is vain or when you don’t expect it at all, there happens a miracle – he watches at you and your heart is beating quickly, you are shy to watch at him, though you wish it so much! AAAAA! You feel like electricity coming through your body when he touches your hand or simply sits beside you. You can feel the smell of his body, feel his breath or the warmth of his skin. Even if you don’t touch each other you get crazy feeling all this.

You start to spend much time together… laughing, speaking about nothing, having fun, fighting… making all these crazy things together…
When you need to go home – you call and talk without stop…until the morning. And you get up getting ready to work…remember…red eyes???….ufffff! But you are happy about it!


Family can’t reach you, because you are ill…in a good sense of this word…you are absent…on this Earth, you’re flying in the sky! All your thoughts are about your love. All the dreams…


You wish to spend your life together, have family and as a result of your huge, clear and beautiful feeling – you wish to have kids together as your continuation on this Earth.
You make each other feeling hot! You do, because you are young and in love. All your hormones are getting mad inside and are jumping out of your body….yeah;-)

It’s so exciting…touch, kiss, and hug, being closer and closer; open all of you for him, giving your soul and body as a gift for your beloved one…
Isn’t it beautiful?

I love to be a woman.

As far as it is my diary – I wish to put my thoughts to this “paper” and I do.

I love to be a woman, I love to be loved and protected and cared.


I don’t fight to be the first in my family…though I’m sure my husband would not be against it.
I admit he’s the strongest and the best not because he demands but because I do it consciously…and I’m happy about it. The truth is – if you force – you will never get it – and I’m surprised how much my husband is wise not to demand but to give me freedom to understand all this by myself…


LOVE – It’s really like butterflies in your stomach.

At least I feel like they are…

Especially belly…it’s a mysterious place for a woman. Maybe that’s the reason babies live there…
I wish you to love with all your happy heart and to be loved….ALWAYS!





…remember- I always love when you say -

“come to me babe”,

hug me tightly,

hold me in your strong hands

and wish me stay with you forever…

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